
I just felt like writing today...
I don’t know why, but I’m feeling really sad today...
Maybe it’s the fact that I realised that even the closest of your friends can unintentionally hurt you. What am I saying – of course I have realised this like a long time back already! I don’t know, I was just in a really, really bad mood this morning... Could it be due to the fact that the sun hasn’t shined since Friday morn? Well, it’s not my place to blame Mother Nature for my gloomy mood. So I shall get to it, see, I was supposed to audition for ISB Singing Bees this afternoon. I was happy an excited! I even practised this particular song that I’ve wanted to sing the whole weekend... And along comes a spoiler to ruin the joy and excitement I had with me the whole weekend, thanks a lot... I know I shouldn’t be blaming anything/anyone for pulling me down because in the end it/they don’t matter. I still wanted to audition, but I was too much in a shitty mood to even do so... Sorry for such negative feelings – but I have nowhere to pour out my sadness to but my blog... I have already stopped myself from crying... Only because I came home to the voice and sight of David Archuleta♥ on MTV – yes, such wonders his smile can do to turn my frown the other way ‘round. I think I kind of displayed my ‘bitchy’ side towards English Class early morning, so I apologise to those who have witnessed my short, but sensitive outburst.
ps: I haven’t completely blown away all my misery, but I have smiled :).
Thank you David Archuleta♥ for making my day...
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